Posted by: francesthomas | October 1, 2010

Visible or Invisible?

Visible or Invisible?

When I was young, I knew nothing about the lives of the writers I read so avidly; Rosemary Sutcliff, Geoffrey Trease, Kate Seredy (does anyone else remember The Good Master?) Noel Streatfield, Pamela Brown… They were all remote mysterious beings to me. There were no websites, no blogs, no school visits in those days, just books ranged austerely on library shelves, usually lacking  the dust jacket which might at least have had an author photograph.
Only Enid Blyton gave us a carefully edited glimpse into her happy life in Green Hedges with Gillian and Imogen, except that I never really believed in her existence. So many books came out in her name, I felt, even as a child, that she must be a committee. Anyway she was never a favourite.
As for writing to one of my idols, it just would never have occurred to me. If I had done, I guess I would have tangled myself up in literary politeness:  ‘Dear Miss So-and-so,’ and’ hoping they would forgive me ‘etc etc.
How different it all is now. Even J.K. Rowling can be looked up on her website – fans can at least get the illusion they’re in contact with her. Lesser mortals visit schools, hold workshops, answer emails. If a young reader contacts me, they’re more likely to start the letter with ‘Hi Frances’ than ‘Dear Miss Thomas.’ And good for them – as long as they spell my name correctly, (Francis is a bloke) I don’t mind at all. I think it’s all to the good that writers and the people they write for can come together in this way. That a child who might one day want to write can actually meet, and ask questions of, the adults who manage to do it.
But I don’t think I can ever quite shake off my hero-worshipping attitude. Some years ago, meeting Judith Kerr at a party, I could only gush vacuously about how much we loved Mog – and that wasn’t even my generation of readers, but my daughters’.

Nowadays, I like to know all about the writers I read; I’m very happy to tuck myself into a biography of Charlotte Bronte, Jane Austen, George Eliot, though what I know, or don’t know, doesn’t usually affect my enjoyment of their books – it’s a rather low-grade curiosity, I feel. As an adult, I don’t especially want to meet other writers, unless I’m going to like them as human beings. But it’s different for children ; it’s nice for them to be close to the magic, even if they take it for granted, don’t even realise it’s magic.

In my adult life, I had two encounters with the writers of my childhood. One, a good review of one of my books from Geoffrey Trease, was one of the proudest moments of my life – I wanted to dance and sing around the living room, Geoffrey Trease liked my book! Geoffrey Trease liked my book! Of course I had to write to him and thank him. But I tore up several attempts; I couldn’t get the tone right, couldn’t say, without gushing, just how extraordinary it seemed that someone I’d idolised as a child – and whose books were one of the reasons I wanted to write myself – might encounter me as an adult and award me this accolade. In the end, I think I wrote rather a dull little letter – Dear Mr Trease, Forgive me but… or something. Well, I was never going to write Hi, Geoffrey, was I?
And the other occasion was even stranger. At a writers’ event, someone whom I’d read as a child – not an idol, luckily, was overcome by the hospitality and threw up over my shoes.
Visible or Invisible? Does it matter? Not really. Except that things are different now; we’ll never go back to the old ways, and really, remembering those scary formalities, those inexplicable social rules, it’s probably a good thing. Though being sick on someone’s shoes is probably taking informality a bit too far.



  1. As a University student in London I went to a book signing by Richard Adams. Everyone in the queue in front of me was carrying a freshly bought hardback copy of “Shardik”. Franky, I couldn’t afford it, but I’d brought along my old tatty copy of Watership Down. I was very apologetic when I reached the great man, but he smiled beatifically and said, “Don’t worry, we’re all friends here.” Still got the book and still remember his smile.
    I’m not above hero worship now. I love American crime thrillers and have had lovely e-mail responses from Robert Crais, Harlan Coben, Jeffery Deaver and Lincoln Barclay.
    And only today, in John Frost Square, our own Jamie Owen told me he was “delighted” to meet me.

  2. The only fan letter I dared write as a child was to Anne MacCaffrey (who wrote the Dragonrider books). In the end I never sent it because (a) I couldn’t work out how to post it to Ireland and (b) thought she’d be really annoyed at me for bothering her…

    By the way, my Unicorn has a blog award for you! Will send it via email with “Hi Frances…”

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